Ends of that day~

Today is my last paper and i’ll be back tomorrow.  The semestre five is over, and I just keep wondering what will happen on the next semestre. Did I still be okey? Hurm.. I guess I still feeling well with what happened on this semestre. Everything still goes on my way,  though not at all.. I started these semestre by wearing my own colour, even on shirt or baju kurung.  I’ve lost almost 17pounds this semestre, maybe I’m too little too depressed, so sometimes workouts become the way I can feel myself deeply. I’m also learning guitar, not so good bcoz I’m just a beginner. Hopefully I’ll be back to college with a new guitar on the next semester. But something make me hurt the most, I stop drawing by my hand this semestre. I wanted wacom tablet so badly..huhu. I know the world ain’t all sunshine and rainbow, so sometimes I could make it through the rain, but sometimes I fell down. But,

If you don’t like me for who I am. Then you don’t like me for who I am, and all you can get is who I am..

Pls, take me away

Firstly, sorry this is an emo post –

“Take Me Away”

I cannot find a way to describe it
It’s there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can’t handle this confusion
I’m unable, come and take me away..

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don’t want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don’t think you’d understand
Cause no one understands..

I’m going nowhere, on and on and,
I’m getting nowhere, on and on and on..
Take me away,
I’m going nowhere, on and off and off and on..
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAaeT7B1U_M&feature=related

Maybe you didn’t like to hear these kind of music, but to be honest, this is what am I really feel right now.. These place ate me alive~
little darkStar

but i just don’t care

Just done my paper last morning, and i get another 1paper next week. yaha!! Can’t wait to let myself resting in lovely holiday.. I hope so.. After done my examination, I was the 1st person woke up then get myself out of those place. Placing myself far away from others, waiting for my friend. She and I planning to eat bihun Sup today, so then we move out. Someone look at me, twicely.. I just look up and turn my face away.. I knew him, a ‘perfect guy’ from Chini. I know I was weird, and if you do want to laugh just goon.. My little heart just don’t care for it.

avatar done at dreamsAvatar

Little darkStar : A Little Story

She was a big girl yesterday,
She changed,
to be a little star in the dark.
With her dark shirt, dark hijab,
and dark eyeliner..
She hurt herself by being so typical,
not special anymore..
She’s a little star drowning in the dark.

Picture: done by facebook grafitti

f i n a l E x a m

History of Early Europe. 02.11.2009
Policies of Country.03.11.2009
Data Interpertation.04.11.2009
History of Malaysia [after 19th Century].05.11.2009
History of Asia Modern Far East .11.11.2009
Testing, Measuremen and Educational Assessment.18.11.2009

4 papers straight…huhuhu~

[Done by grafitti on facebook, mouse only....] bler nk dpt wacom..huu

DarkStar

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me.22y.1.5m.44kg.

A little DarkStar.

21.10

and I answer yes

What iF?

What if i be a lady,
with a soft, soft talking,
girlie and pinky,
and so all the boys will like it..?

What if i be a lady,
with a heel on my feet,
beauty and fake elegent..
and so all the guys will love it..?

What if i be a lady,
being nice to guys,
but badly to other girls…
and so all the men fall in love..?

What if i be what i am,
crazy, messy, and a little stupid sometimes..
What if i be me,
weird and freaky..
and so all the males will hate..

What if i be real of mine,
cause i rather die to be me
but not ordinary…
and so all my friend will love me, as what i am…

Wrote by me,
since March 2009

“Kita akan akan nampak manis kalau kita jadi kasar”

Lidi Peoples

I’ve found it on my old folder.. I don’t remember when I had done it. A bit weird I think..hehe. My first try on animation, but never get a chance for a second try.
(click to see they make a freaky weird move)
Animation Title : Thanks